My prayer

I was reading Karyn's Blog the other day and it hit me, wow sometimes i do just sing because i love singing... i am sometimes not truly meaning what i sing. WOW..

I heard this song on the radio a few minutes ago and its called "I stand for you" :

Jesus, I stand for You
No matter what You lead me through
They will chase me out
And close me down
But Jesus I’ll stand for You

I’ll always stand
I’ll always stand
I’ll always stand for You (x2)

Jesus, I’ve stood my ground
When unbelief was all around
And I have felt the sting
Rejection brings
But Jesus I still stand for You

I’ll always stand
I’ll always stand
I’ll always stand for You (x2)

A time will come
When everyone
Will turn their eyes
On the Risen Son
But until that day, this world will turn away
And so I’ll take Your hand
I’ll always stand for You
Guilty of disgrace

But You took my place
So Jesus, I’ll always stand for You

I’ll always stand
I’ll always stand
I’ll always stand for You (x2)

I thought, wow, can I truly say that? When God leads me through some rough stuff, I dont always stand by him. Sometimes I walk away. I am so unfaithful. The minute something bad comes in my life, i think "what the heck God, why r u doing this to me" So may this song be a prayer for me (i changed the words to make my prayer)

Jesus, I want to be able to stand for You
No matter what You lead me through
They will chase me out
And close me down
But Jesus I want to be able to stand for You

I want to be able to stand
I want to be able to stand
I want to be able to stand for You (x2)

Jesus, I want to stand my ground
When unbelief isall around
And I feel the sting
Rejection brings
But Jesus I want to be able to stand for You

I want to be able to stand
I want to be able to stand
I want to be able to stand for You (x2)

A time will come
When everyone
Will turn their eyes
On the Risen Son
But until that day, this world will turn away
And so I want to take Your hand
I want to be able to stand for You

Guilty of disgrace
But You took my place So Jesus,
I want to be able to stand for You

I want to be able to stand
I want to be able to stand
I want to be able to stand for You (x2)

AMEN!